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[Jun. 6th, 2014|12:22 pm]
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Some updates. I'm still posting mostly over at tumblr. If you want to add me there, just ask for my username. I wonder if anyone stills read this anyway.

I am a mess. I got into graduate school without funding, and I absolutely refuse to pay for a graduate degree. This leaves me in a bit of a bind. I am waiting to hear back regarding scholarships to Belgium, Greece and Spain. I still haven't heard anything. It's fucking June. Everything starts in September.

I'm going back to Middlebury this summer. I think I'll end up in Stufe 3, which will be challenging but all right. Hopefully I don't place into Stufe 4 because that's basically fluency, which I'm not. I liked Middlebury a lot this year and I think I'll like it more.

I'm very guilty. I need to be making money and I'm not. I feel ashamed about this, because I've internalized capitalist ideology equating productivity with value of life itself. In reality, it's been a rather personally productive time for me.
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